So Im sick…dying sick…i think every part of me is congested and clogged and my ears keep popping every time i talk…its a nightmare. So for new years eve I sat home doing nothing with my fiancee and we watched the ball drop together while we had sex. 🙂 Woohoo! Well part of the reasosn we didnt do anything besides that is also because we both had work at 6am that day. Wednesdays are inventory days and it doesnt matter if its a holiday, a sick day, a vacation day….inventory still needs to be done. At 6am. Every Wednesday for ever and ever. So sick, thought not as sick as yesterday, i woke up at 530 and scrambled together some things and ran off to my resturant for 6am (yes i live close) to stand in the freezer and guestimate how many pounds of chicken tenders and boxes of quesadilla rolls i have. Along with everything else. lol And then get the numbers in the computer by 10am…check my numbers, see my sales and what im missing or gaining and trouble shoot. Until 6pm. And trust me, by the time your done, the last thing you want to do is go out and party.
Also, I had this crazy dream the other night and i forgot to write it down. All i remember is the end…I was in India with all these people for a wedding. Apparently instead of staying in a hotel each person had to find a different family to stay with in this big long stretch of houses and shops along the water. There were some breaks in the shops and houses where the building ends and there is just water between one house and the next. To get over to the other side there were these wooden planks that made a bridge, but you had to run over them fast because they would start to sink as soon as you stepped on them. I just remember running over one in heels and my toes were getting wet so i tried to jump the rest of the length to the other side and almost didnt make it. We were trying to get to a boat that would take us to the Durga Temple where the wedding was going to take place…we wanted to see the wedding site. Now i have no idea what the Durga Temple is or who was getting married in my dream. I wish i remember more than just that…
You know what i find funni…
Most men are facinated by the notion of two women kissing…namley two extremely hot women. Well acctually that equally facinates me but that because im bisexual. lol But what i find funni is that if you ask them about “real life” lesbiens, they will almost always tell you that every one of them that they have met has either been fat or ugly. Or at least thats been my personal expirience.
Im not sure why most people have the perception that most lesbiens are on the ugly side. Most people are very surpirised to find out that im with a girl…Im tall with long dark hair and hazel eyes, very girly, been told im attractive…my girlfriend/fiancee has long blonde hair and brown eyes however people arent so surprised that she is and some people can even tell upon meeting her because she loves sports, plays softball (staple lesbien thing right there) and some of her mannerisms are on the manly side…like the way she sits in a chair sometimes, how obsessive she is about her mustang, and just the way that she carries herself. But people are stil very facinated when they find out that we are together. And it works out to our advantage at times as well! Weve gotten free hotdogs sent to our seats at Yankee Stadium from oogling men and free drinks at the bar…yup…sometimes its a pretty sweet deal.
So then why the steriotype?
I guess because there are alot of lesbiens that feel more comfortable with all their hair cut off and in boys clothes and such trying to compensate for all the extra testostorone flowing through their body. lol And ive acctually seen some very cute girls with short hair…although i prefer long hair. I mean look at Portia de Rossi! Shes very attaractive!!!! Or Tila Tequila and her show A Shot at Love!!!
Portia De Rossi
And then theres the question of if you are a girl, why would you be with a girl that looks like a guy…why not just be with a guy. ITS DIFFERENT. A. maybe they just dont like penis and it doesnt turn them on…and…B. a relationship with a women is different. Its deeper and more emotional…its on a totally different level once you become that close to another woman. Its indescribable.
Thats really the only way to explain the “science”. If thats what one should call it.
I managed to remember 4 weird dreams last night…
1. Weird…everytime i was driving i would black out…and my “black outs” felt like i was falling (you know that feeling of falling you sometimes expirience before you fall asleep…). At one point i had to take someone in the car with me…i think my grandmother but someone who acctually didnt look like my real grandmother at all…and i was nervous because i didnt want anyone to know that i blacked out when i drove. Apparently when i blacked out with her in the car i told her that i was raped when i was younger and thats why all this was happening to me and i needed help.
2. Short…i dont know where i was but i saw one of my best friends that i acctually havent talked to in months and when i said hello she screamed at me that she was done with me because i didnt meet her for coffee at 8am a really time ago.
3. My fiancee takes me and one of my cooks, Freddy to his house and proceeds to try to intiate a threesome which i am not cool with and which she would never ever do. We finish, or she does rather, and i ask her if that means i can bring any guy i want into our relationship. She says yes and i tell her that i wouldnt ever want to do that anyway. She tells me she is ready for a change and she might want to start being with guys too and im not cool with that. We leave, seperatly and pissed off.
4. Im taking a purple satin and ruffled wedding dress or bridesmaid dress to some dress shop in a small town. I finally get there and plan on either selling it to them or giving it to them. I walk in and there are people everywhere and the building is dark with elaborate wood and decorations. I finally find the man who i am supposed to talk to and realize that i stepped into the middle of an indian wedding.
The two bff
Ahhh…Romeo and Daffy…my two cats…sometimes best friends, sometimes worst enemies. One is a Turkish Van cat and one is a regular old American Shorthair.
So a few things about myself just to get started…
I love wine. Im a self-proclaimed Wino. I love trash TV…nothing is better than comming home from a longgg grueling day at work and watchin a few episodes of Paris Hiltons My New Bff or maybe Americas Next Top Model with a cat on my lap. I love reading reading and i have a million books. I just moved into my new condo in Lawrencville NJ a couple of months ago and Im still trying to decide exactly how i want my spare bedroom which will somehow be turned into a library/home office. Right now the spare bedroom is the cat room…litter box, cat toys, storage, and ironing board. I manage a restaurant close to my house and I consider myself lucky to still have a job considering the current state of the economy. I work about 50-60 hours a week so i rarely get to go out anymore considering im at home doing stuff for the condo or just vegging out. I love my job but it def stresses me out. Sometimes I feel like Im trying to save the world. Im about 5’6 with long dark hair and hazel eyes. Im bisexual. I live with my fiancee. Our parents live close to us but are luckily not that annoying. Well mine arent at least…hers are sometimes another story… I rarely get to see my best friends. We work opposite schedules and we are all so busy with work or getting married or whatever. Hopefully later in life things will calm down but im thinking it probobly wont. My favorite color is red. My favorite food…acctually i dont know what my favorite food is. Maybe a cheese and pepperoni calzone. Hahaha! I love pretty much all music except for country. I sang opera for years and years…I acctually performed in Lincoln Center at the Met as well as other various places and i used to teach private voice lessons. I stopped, not because i didnt like it but because i didnt want to have to audition my entire life. I still sing at home and of course, in the shower.
Thats me i guess…well see… Currently Im getting ready for bed after a long night of work. Daffy and Romeo are cuddling on the top of the couch above me and im watching some boring MTV show while skimming through Allure anddd looking over a recipe for pasta with raw tomato sauce and some four poster bed that i really like… I love multitasking. I cant just sit down and do one thing at a time.
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